ENOUGH

I am on the edge of my seat waiting for my work week to come to a halt. I have never been more impatient in my life, or so it feels.Sometimes you just have those weeks, where literally everything is happening all at once, and you don’t know how to handle it. My first instinct is to tell people to FUCK OFF…. Alas, I am too nice and I can never gather those words… and let’s be real ifI could, I’d spend the rest of the weekend feeling guilty… Must be that catholic upbringing ha ha. Seriously tho’ do you ever have one of those weeks where all you want to do is disappear, speak and see no one, and maybe spend the entire weekend naked in the mountains with a cool breeze and a nice fire at night?

I shouldn’t even be complaining, yet here I am taking to a social media outlet and acting like it’s my therapist… but that’s sort of the point, right? This is my journal… but I let all of you read it as well… how nice of me. 🙂

Every day I wake up with the hope that it will be a good day and I whisper words of encouragement to myself in order to solidify the good vibes, but I have come to realize that even of you do that, it’s okay if you don’t end up having that kind of day, negative feelings need to be felt and dealt with also. One negative thought won’t ruin your good vibe attitude or reputation. So let it rain, sista or mista!

The truth is, we will all have days or weeks where ENOUGH IS ENOUGH and people need to take shelter because the wrath of (please insert name here) is about to rain down. I’m a lioness so hear me ROAR. A rumble in the jungle… or whatever funky thing you like to call your bad days and weeks. This week, I blame it on hormones. Ladies aren’t those the fucking BEST?

So right here and now I am saying enough feeling down, enough being angry… let that isssh go, my friend. Feel it, experience, accept it and then set that shit free. It doesn’t make you a shitty person, or a negative nancy unless you allow it to consume every day of the year… and then… well you may want to seek help.

Have happy, safe and beautiful weekends my friends. Thanks for allowing me to rant for a second. I already feel better!

-ky