Jump In

Recently I wake up feeling unfulfilled like I am meant for bigger and better things like I have outgrown my current life and need to shed the “old skin”. Letting go can be so scary, but what if not letting go is scarier than that. What if you wake up one day 80 years old still feeling like you missed something like you let yourself down by not chasing the unknown.

I don’t know where I will end up, but I know that I am not meant for the life I am living. I feel happiest when I am training and helping others, posting inspiring things out on Instagram… pushing myself daily and learning new things. Learning new ways to challenge myself and others, if they should ask to be “tortured” by the moi! I am happy teaching and growing.

It’s not about fame or fortune, for me, it’s about freedom. The freedom to roam the earth doing things that make my cells dance. The freedom to take 7 trips home every year if I feel like it, take a month long vacation because I need to get away. I want to wake up and live life on my terms. As I sit here and write out these words I feel the excitement growing… my passion for these things is what fuels the fire.

With that said, I am happy to announce that a good friend and I are embarking on an adventure of our own. We have been working diligently the last few weeks to put this whole thing in motion, and I am fortunate enough to have a partner to share the glory with. A like minded individual that can help take this to new heights. it’s FUCKING awesome. I feel like my life makes sense when I am figuring things out when I am creating and pushing through the fear. “HOLY SHIT… this is really happening.” ( my morning thoughts)

So, set fear aside and ask yourself if you could be doing anything in the world right now, would you be doing what you are doing now? Does it make you happy, does it fulfill you or does it just pay the bills? I don’t want to be a prisoner of this life and you shouldn’t want that either.

I think the issues is that as children we are told we can be whatever we want to be, but then made to believe that the only way we will be truly successful is if we become doctors, lawyers, and bankers… You can be ANYTHING you want to be, so dream big and don’t ever stop. Find what fuels your fire and if that’s becoming a Doctor, lawyer, banker writer, etc. Don’t you dare be afraid to make it there.

You are never too old to live the life you have always dreamt of, but don’t expect it to be easy… and if you only half-ass want and work for it, you are only going to be half-ass successful.  So don’t half- ass a ton of things, whole- ass ONE thing.

Have faith and believe in yourself, wake up every day and remind yourself that you are meant for bigger and better things, you have so much to offer the world, today and all of the tomorrows. Wake up, kick ass and repeat.

If I have learned anything in my 28 years on this earth, it’s that good things don’t just happen, people rarely ever just get “lucky” and nothing will ever change if you refuse to put yourself out there. Take a chance on you, because if you don’t how can you expect anyone else to? AM I RIGHT???

Have no fear, just jump in!

-ky